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Welllllll this is the public blog, so the things written here should be more-or-less stomach-able. ;) So I guess this is where I say the mandatory line:

This blog documents the thoughts and growth process of:
A free soul roaming the world in search of some meaning to life.

Pretty sure that's not the exact way I phrased it when I had my old blog skin but WTV HAHA.

Oooooh wait I think I wrote it as "lonely soul" instead of "free soul". But hey guys I've grown out of that emoshitz phase already alright ;)


人生就是要盡情地瘋 / I am a free soul.

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Saturday, March 24, 2018 @ 11:35 PM
So excited that I can barely breathe;
Have you ever felt so excited to continue working on a project that you have trouble going to sleep at night because all you can think about is how to continue working on your project? But at the same time you know that's you are exhausted, physically and mentally from your day, although your project seems to give you a rush of adrenaline and excitement.

Here, I have someone I don't want to disappoint, and that is probably what keeps me going. Perhaps only his word, and his word alone, is enough to keep me going. Because I haven't made a promise, or a bet, with anyone else in this way - I didn't have anyone who cared enough about me to make sure that I stick to my promises. Or rather, I didn't have anyone strong enough to sway me from my own opinions and my own 放纵ness.

And I want to surprise him :) I wonder what his reaction will be.

But for now, I know that I should go to bed instead of continuing on this project, haha, because rest is also equally important.

I look forward to tomorrow, when I'll wake up refreshed and ready to continue moving on.


Anyway, thoughts on the car ride back to the house this evening from the funeral:

What are the things that you turn to - that comfort you - when you feel uneasy; restless; frustrated; vexed; on edge?

I believe that your answer to this question will, somehow, reveal something very significant about your life.

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