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Welllllll this is the public blog, so the things written here should be more-or-less stomach-able. ;) So I guess this is where I say the mandatory line:

This blog documents the thoughts and growth process of:
A free soul roaming the world in search of some meaning to life.

Pretty sure that's not the exact way I phrased it when I had my old blog skin but WTV HAHA.

Oooooh wait I think I wrote it as "lonely soul" instead of "free soul". But hey guys I've grown out of that emoshitz phase already alright ;)

Enjoy.

人生就是要盡情地瘋 / I am a free soul.

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Wednesday, June 14, 2017 @ 8:36 AM
Riding into the Storm;
私は何のために生きて?

毎日 同じのことをして、そう考えた
どうして心と頭がそんなに重い?

得过且过原来就是指这样的生活吗?

三个月的时间可能太短了;我无法从中准确的预测将来会做出的决定。这是我的弱点吗?需要至少一年的时间适应新环境。

我后来的人生是不是只能用这种方式度过?
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Sunday, June 4, 2017 @ 11:11 AM
I Took a Pill in Ibiza - Seeb Remix
It's when I'm exhausted that I find myself doing stupid things because my inhibitions and better reasoning skills are left behind
Hi. How are things going for you nowadays? For me, not so good. I'm feeling kinda tired. Wondering if it's because I don't give myself enough rest. Going to work takes up all the time between 7am to 6pm, or even 7pm sometimes, because I wake up at 7am to prepare to go to work, and only reach home at 7pm at times. And if I want to exercise, it means that I'll barely have time for anything else. But it's still manageable for now; it's not so much as the act of going to lab itself, but the fact that I am spending probably a little bit too much time there, to the extent where I'm not giving myself enough rest.

Of course, I can always go later, haha. It's not like there's a strict rule laid upon me or something which says that I must wake up at 7am and must reach lab by 9am and must leave lab only at 6pm. It's my own doing, haha.

And wanting to exercise is my own goal too. So is learning Japanese. So is going out with my friends. But perhaps I ought to put a little bit more time to relax. To just sit and stare into space, thinking about nothing. A pocket of time where I don't need to do anything. My body and mind tells me that I need this now, haha, because it is recognising the signs of me falling into a not-rested-enough state. Cuz even on weekends I am trying to fill my time up and spend it meaningfully with my family.

Probably all I need to do now is sleep. But I must learn Japanese! If I don't start on this today I'd be lagging behind already.

Maybe I shouldn't put too much effort on remembering every vocab, because I'm pretty sure that I probably just need to pass the LJ9004 placement test (not get A or A+, mind you) to be able to take LJ9004. Alright then :)

Seeyah!

P.S. I finished two books in the last three weeks. The Handmaid's Tale by Margaret Atwood, and A Dog's Purpose by Bruce Cameron. Mostly on the way to work and on the way back from work on the MRT. And so those periods of travelling time are taken up as well, haha. I guess I can't complain then, cuz it's really because I'm spending a lot of my time on things that are not exactly mind-free, per se.

P.P.S. I got two A-s this semester. BS2004 and BS2008. Got an A for Immunology, which was really great, I guess. A for WnR, which was not unpredictable. And A+ for both RA and Japanese. Oh well. MSG for this semester was 4.82. Overall cumulative GPA increase to 4.71. And GPA for this academic year will be 4.88, most probably, since I think I took the same number of AUs this semester and last semester. Not sure if I will get the Dean's List or not. But I suppose it doesn't really matter to me.

Alright, see you. Smelling some stuff that my father is cooking now and it smells so much like agar/LB powder/some microbiology lab stuff that I am pretty triggered now LOL.
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