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Welllllll this is the public blog, so the things written here should be more-or-less stomach-able. ;) So I guess this is where I say the mandatory line:

This blog documents the thoughts and growth process of:
A free soul roaming the world in search of some meaning to life.

Pretty sure that's not the exact way I phrased it when I had my old blog skin but WTV HAHA.

Oooooh wait I think I wrote it as "lonely soul" instead of "free soul". But hey guys I've grown out of that emoshitz phase already alright ;)


人生就是要盡情地瘋 / I am a free soul.

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Friday, May 19, 2017 @ 2:25 PM
Something Just Like This
I've been reading books of old
The legends and the myths
Achilles and his gold
Hercules and his gifts
Spiderman's control
And Batman with his fists
And clearly I don't see myself upon that list

But she said, where'd you wanna go?
How much you wanna risk?
I'm not looking for somebody with some superhuman gifts
Some superhero
Some fairytale bliss
Just something I can turn to; somebody I can kiss

I want something just like this

Met somebody important to me yesterday :) And who was so attractive, HAHA; I almost couldn't take my eyes off him.
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@ 2:20 PM
Lab progress
Today I started handling the C. elegans. Gosh I must say that at first when I saw them under the microscope I was a wee bit squeamish, but now that we are over the initial stage, they start to become a little bit more fascinating haha. Cuz I can really see their innards under the microscope! Around 2x magnification is enough :) But looking at the microscope reminds me of the time I spent in Rupshi's lab haha. All the hours spent in that little microscope room, tracing neurons in the cold. Transferring the C. elegans feel like that O: 

I managed to transfer 20 worms in the 40 minutes I was in the room. There must be a more efficient way of doing this! Maybe once I am familiar with this, I will try the synchronisation technique. Because now it is pretty obvious that the worms I picked for the PA01 plate tend to be larger than the ones on the lasI/rhlI plate, since I tend to pick the larger worms first. Yep. But first, let me get more used to this. 

It is a little trying on the eyes because I gotta squint at the microscope after all. And the strength control must be very precise, if not the wire will stab too deeply into the plate or be unable to pick up the worms. 

Well, first week at SCELSE full time... A little tiring, I must admit. And if I were to only work on C. elegans I will get bored after a while, I am sure. But this is science, and this is health, and there will always be progress and new discoveries! The first thing I need to do is probably make this process more efficient and usable as a screening tool for in vivo drug efficacy. :) And then we can see what happens after that, haha! About whether I will feel like I can take this after all; that there is meaning in this, meaning which I am willing to pursue!

Alright, see you~ 

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Monday, May 1, 2017 @ 12:03 PM
No limits
I want to see the world.

I don't want to limit myself and my opportunities for growth

I don't want to talk myself into thinking that, yes, all I want is an ordinary life, because there is still this part of me that yearns to explore, to learn, to experience, to see - to see what is like, there on the outside. To see what I can do to help. To see what will open me up. 

This is a very precious part of me which I don't want to give up. The part that can push for change, that can make things better

I am still looking and waiting for that one thing which my heart will completely accept, and which I will do.

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