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Welllllll this is the public blog, so the things written here should be more-or-less stomach-able. ;) So I guess this is where I say the mandatory line:

This blog documents the thoughts and growth process of:
A free soul roaming the world in search of some meaning to life.

Pretty sure that's not the exact way I phrased it when I had my old blog skin but WTV HAHA.

Oooooh wait I think I wrote it as "lonely soul" instead of "free soul". But hey guys I've grown out of that emoshitz phase already alright ;)


人生就是要盡情地瘋 / I am a free soul.

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Wednesday, February 22, 2017 @ 9:33 PM
A soul full of words
What is it about letters
That speak so strongly to my heart?

Maybe the way they are read out in our heads are the way we want them to be read out
We emphasise the words that we want to emphasise

But the memory of how they were first read will always stay on
Even if after a while, when you re-read them for the thousandth time and start to see different meanings in them -
when you re-read them in a different phase of your life and so you see a different meaning in them because you see the world differently then -
You will still remember the way you felt when you first read the letter

I hope you do, at least.

I hope you do.
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Sunday, February 19, 2017 @ 5:20 PM
So I had my 21st birthday celebration.

Not sure if I should attempt to complete any work now because I can feel my mind working at 30% of its usual level which spells serious trouble. The only things I can convince myself to do now are probably my language courses-required things like Korean homework or Jap vocabulary quiz memorisation. I think anything else probably requires too much brain power, like SCELSE. Or anything else, actually. I can't even bring myself to do anything. Should I sleep? Should I continue listening to music? Should I watch anime?

Dear me, all these are really hard decisions. I need some time to get back to my normal state of mind.

The 21st celebration was pretty cool I guess. There were a lot of guests. I am surprised they all managed to fit in the chalet. Or at the tables outside the chalet. And the cake was absolutely stunning. Including the decorations, I guess. I received many great presents. And there were so many people there.


What time shall I go back to hall later? Supposed to go and streak my bacteria HAHA. Should I wait a little while? There'll be NAF practice as well. And the PSP sports day meeting. Not sure I can even absorb anything in my current state. Maybe I should go and take a nap right now. Sigh. Sleeping at 2am two days in a row is not a small feat. I feel a little like I am about to pass out, actually.

Okay see you.
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Saturday, February 11, 2017 @ 1:16 AM
今度は ついに 正しい決断を下した。:)
本当に 感謝していますね

私は たくさん いい友達に会いました。
本当に 幸運だね。

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