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huiting says hi

Welllllll this is the public blog, so the things written here should be more-or-less stomach-able. ;) So I guess this is where I say the mandatory line:

This blog documents the thoughts and growth process of:
A free soul roaming the world in search of some meaning to life.

Pretty sure that's not the exact way I phrased it when I had my old blog skin but WTV HAHA.

Oooooh wait I think I wrote it as "lonely soul" instead of "free soul". But hey guys I've grown out of that emoshitz phase already alright ;)

Enjoy.

人生就是要盡情地瘋 / I am a free soul.

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Tuesday, January 17, 2017 @ 1:24 PM
Some days you sit in void

Some days
You sit in void
Your insides a mess
Outside strangely calm;
Melancholic

The day is slow but it blurs by
Your head is saturated
Heavy

You don't talk.
You walk
Step after step
Slowly
Aimlessly but surely
Pushed on by muscle memory

You think
About life
Hah, yes, life.
The things around you
The things inside you -
Worms waiting to squeeze their way out

You wonder
Why?
Why do I feel this way
Even after a good night's rest
And a morning's zest

Stop, you say
Good night, now.
It will be over
It happens sometimes.

You breathe.

She fades.

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Wednesday, January 11, 2017 @ 10:11 PM
What you believe.
Camaraderie. 
"Mutual trust and friendship among people who spend a lot of time together"

I like that word above. And that definition. That definition was provided by Google. I think it tells the story of us quite well.

I will keep this word in mind.

And then, maybe, one day - I could change it into a song.

Camaraderie.

A song for us.

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