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huiting says hi

Welllllll this is the public blog, so the things written here should be more-or-less stomach-able. ;) So I guess this is where I say the mandatory line:

This blog documents the thoughts and growth process of:
A free soul roaming the world in search of some meaning to life.

Pretty sure that's not the exact way I phrased it when I had my old blog skin but WTV HAHA.

Oooooh wait I think I wrote it as "lonely soul" instead of "free soul". But hey guys I've grown out of that emoshitz phase already alright ;)

Enjoy.

人生就是要盡情地瘋 / I am a free soul.

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Thursday, December 17, 2015 @ 3:13 PM
I now understand why people relish playing a sport so much.

In that period when you're on the court, all of your senses are focused on finding openings and the immediate environment around you. It's an immensely gratifying experience. And addictive, somewhat, because your mind is cleared of anything else. It's been so long since I was in such a state of flow.

I should treasure my time auditioning for Impresario tomorrow. Treat it as a performance. It's been such a long time since I last performed for somebody. Tomorrow is the time.

:)
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Sunday, December 13, 2015 @ 9:50 PM
Sometimes, you don't need a reason to do things.

You just do them.
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Thursday, December 10, 2015 @ 11:12 AM
One Punch Man
I like Saitama. It's not just cause of his strength and his nonchalance. It's cause he is exactly the type of person I want to continue being, haha. Not caring about politics, rankings, and buttering up to others, but focusing on doing his thing and doing it well. Focusing on his core principles too - believing that you should be a hero solely because you want to save people, not because of the fame and status involved or anything.

This is always the kinda of adult that I want to grow into T_T Not being affected by politics and all that shit, even as I am being exposed to more and more of such antics and behaviour. I want to continue disliking politics. I don't want to slowly get convinced that it's the only way that I can survive in this world, because I want to believe in the goodness of mankind...

So yeah, this is why I like Saitama haha.

But at the same time I do wonder - is he only able to do this because he is indeed strong? If he didn't possess such incredible strength can he still afford to do it? I don't know man. Well. Must continue watching Road to Hero before I can come up with a conclusion haha.

Okay see you :)
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Wednesday, December 9, 2015 @ 8:40 PM
:/
Feeling like a recluse again now lol. Lab work seems to have intensified this haha. Because once again, I am in an environment where I don't really know the people there. And it's also not easy for us to connect. So most of the time I am living inside my own head.

Or is this also due to the fact that I partied so hard last week? After that intense socialising and all I am back to being a recluse. A loner. Stuck here in my life alone. 

Don't know if it is a good or bad thing though. 

But for now I'm feeling kinda empty. Not like the time when we had to continuously study so hard, but at the same time, find some time to relax and play. And then there will always be people present in the TV lounges if you want to go and socialise. But now there isn't even the opportunity haha. And I'm not sure if I want to socialise or not too. Maybe because I have too much free time on my hand...  And then there's the fact that I am constantly feeling tired.

Was it because last week was too much? And the adrenaline high is now all over... And I am crashing and burning. 

Sigh, suffering from such effects again. 

Maybe I should go take a shower. 

Probably all these are because I am pmsing lol. 

Kk bye. 
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