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huiting says hi

Welllllll this is the public blog, so the things written here should be more-or-less stomach-able. ;) So I guess this is where I say the mandatory line:

This blog documents the thoughts and growth process of:
A free soul roaming the world in search of some meaning to life.

Pretty sure that's not the exact way I phrased it when I had my old blog skin but WTV HAHA.

Oooooh wait I think I wrote it as "lonely soul" instead of "free soul". But hey guys I've grown out of that emoshitz phase already alright ;)

Enjoy.

人生就是要盡情地瘋 / I am a free soul.

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Sunday, June 28, 2015 @ 1:52 AM
I love you.
I am drunk, and I love you. And I gotta go to sleep.

Thank you for today and yesterday. 'Today' being 27 June 2015. Yesterday was the best. I gotta record it down in my happiness diary at the first moment I can. But for now I gotta go to sleep.

I love you. I love this boy so much.
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Tuesday, June 23, 2015 @ 4:10 PM
Retrospective
I think I can understand what Meiling felt when she had to deal with me in 2013 now. Lol.

Two years, and I finally see haha. I can finally see from her perspective.

Sounds like a rather long time, doesn't it?
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Thursday, June 18, 2015 @ 3:01 PM
Changing preferences
I've been thinking about why I get tired so much more easily nowadays. It was just one movie... the simplest type of excursion there could possibly be. But already I feel so drained, like all of my energy has left me. Why? Is it because I am no longer young like before and have less adrenaline and excitement to get me through these excursions? Or is it because I have suddenly become a lot more introverted over the past few years, as compared to my younger self - the primary school self O: cause this is really such a huge difference... damn, man, haha.

And now I'm thinking how it takes so much longer for me to get tired when I am in your presence. And even if I get tired I just need like a few hours to myself before I can get back to you bright and ready again? Oh well. And these few hours could be even in the form of you taking an afternoon nap and me reading my book quietly in some corner haha.

How I crave your presence now, the peaceful interactions we have which are so comfortable, not too much nor too little.

Wish I could be with you now and just lie quietly on your bed without thinking of anything else.
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Monday, June 15, 2015 @ 8:57 PM
Been reading my past blog entries. And by "past", I mean those from last year. In the process I realised that this blog and its archives are actually golden to me, haha. They track my process through life O: And I remember how I feel while I was typing them.

Gosh, I sure hope that this blog will not get destroyed in the future.

Once again I admire myself for having had such fine command of language in the past.
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@ 7:38 PM
Musings
Finished reading another book "Kiss Me Hello" by Grace Burrowes over the past few days. I guess it can be considered a chick flick? Anyway, the main point is that I was kinda surprised by this story haha. I wasn't impressed at first, because the author writes in a way that I am very not accustomed to, with American slang all over the place. But after reading more I started to appreciate her style haha. And her vocab is wonderful; I've learnt many new words over the past few days lol. But the most impressive thing about this book is its ability to make its characters and stories so real. And there is something about this authenticity that makes you wanna continue reading more, yeah? And which also makes you reflect more about your own life and relationships.

Or perhaps it is because I have been reading too many fantasy books over the past few weeks HAHA. But it's true though - the protagonists in the past few books (due to their possession of supernatural abilities) are less easy to relate to. Or rather, less easy to respect, because they are just heroes lah hor. Whereas the protagonist in this book is just a woman. An everyday woman, reacting to the everyday problems she faces. There are fewer extraordinary/unbelievable characters O: Although the three supposedly handsome Knightley brothers seem just that little bit too good to be true. Still possible in real life though. Makes me wonder what it would be like to have this type of family haha. But in any case they are still believable. Within the realms of reality hahaha. Just that they would be rarer than usual.

(On a side note, why do I feel so incoherent today? I think my language feels awkward. Must be due to a lack of use. Sigh. :( )

I may or may not continue reading books by her. They all seem to be chick flicks lol. And stuff like this tends to get boring after a while, especially if the writing style is all similar. Like the Kyndred stories that I read the other time, haha.

Kk, anywayz, time for dinner! Mummymon made fruit salad. AWESOMESHITZX.
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