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huiting says hi

Welllllll this is the public blog, so the things written here should be more-or-less stomach-able. ;) So I guess this is where I say the mandatory line:

This blog documents the thoughts and growth process of:
A free soul roaming the world in search of some meaning to life.

Pretty sure that's not the exact way I phrased it when I had my old blog skin but WTV HAHA.

Oooooh wait I think I wrote it as "lonely soul" instead of "free soul". But hey guys I've grown out of that emoshitz phase already alright ;)

Enjoy.

人生就是要盡情地瘋 / I am a free soul.

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Tuesday, May 26, 2015 @ 11:12 AM
Pondering
I wonder how you're doing now? Hopefully field camp is not too xiong. Especially since you're not fully healthy at the moment... :( Why does it seem like each time you have a field camp you'd be not well in some way or another haha...

Kay anyway.

Looks like today will be another stay-home day for me! Hopefully giving my body a chance to recover. Although I'll still probably head down to Serangoon Gardens for self-defense later.

I've been breezing through books over the past few weeks haha. Some great ones especially stood out... Through to You (the story of Camden and Viv, and how the choices one makes would affect oneself), The Storyspinner (excellent new fantasy story), and the most recent one that I have finished reading haha - The Here and Now (story of traveling back in time from the future where the blood plague has screwed up the world). And other books in the middle too, like the Game of Love and Death, quite fascinating. Personifying both Love and Death. Oh yeah, and there was Twisted Fate also, which was quite intriguing. The split personality story of Allyson and Sydney Tate? Who both actually make up one person called Allyson Sydney Tate. Haha. Quite interesting.

Okay. I should go and pack for Taiwan now lololol seeyah
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Sunday, May 24, 2015 @ 11:09 AM
All the Small Things
When I try to explain something I do to you, and you cut me off and say "I know" in that somewhat exasperated yet endearing tone... :> Then we'd look at each other for a moment and then smile haha.

All these small interactions between us that I'd never want to forget nor take for granted.
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Monday, May 18, 2015 @ 10:24 PM
Listening to 李荣浩 songs now. I like his voice and his writing style a lot. Most of his songs have that 沧桑的感觉, which I like haha. A bit like 汪峰, just a bit less rock and more pop haha. I like his voice...

Okays time to go to sleep.
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Sunday, May 10, 2015 @ 10:38 AM
Come back to me soon.

I know it's all in the mind, what sort of person I choose to be, whether the independent woman who could laugh it off, say it doesn't matter and move on, or the younger and more dependent girl who is afraid to let go, who follows you no matter what decisions to make. But I love you. And for now I am feeling like shit.

How do I complete that album now when I feel so scared and distant. All because of one event, one choice. But you are still you.

So come back to me soon, my love, please.

You feel so foreign to me now - like I don't really know you. But is that just my emotions messing with my head? Can I still hold my head high and continue saying that I have faith in you even through these circumstances? What would you do if it were you.... I miss you.

Fuck.
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@ 4:31 AM
Ought I hate you for giving me the choice? Fuck you, you know that you can count on me to stop you right? And you know that I'm not dumb enough to do it myself. Then fuck, why do you still do it to yourself then? Fuck you, this is the first time you're making me cry so hard. Fuck you.
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