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Welllllll this is the public blog, so the things written here should be more-or-less stomach-able. ;) So I guess this is where I say the mandatory line:

This blog documents the thoughts and growth process of:
A free soul roaming the world in search of some meaning to life.

Pretty sure that's not the exact way I phrased it when I had my old blog skin but WTV HAHA.

Oooooh wait I think I wrote it as "lonely soul" instead of "free soul". But hey guys I've grown out of that emoshitz phase already alright ;)


人生就是要盡情地瘋 / I am a free soul.

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Monday, December 29, 2014 @ 4:01 PM
Moving On
And... You will start experiencing all of these things as you grow. Or live your way through life. Until you start getting numb to them, because they will start to become a very natural part of life. Death is a natural part of life, like living is. While we get the opportunity to live, we will eventually die. But life moves on. The Earth spins on, and goes on orbiting around the Sun. The Sun shines on. Till billions of years later, probably, and then it, too, will die.

It is already a miracle that I am existing at this very moment. All the things that have made up me over the past eighteen-almost-nineteen years.

So... just enjoy it while it's here.
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Tuesday, December 23, 2014 @ 9:42 AM
The Eve of Christmas Eve
Oh how quickly time flies; here we are, on the eve of Christmas eve. Rather exciting, isn't it? It's been almost a month since the A Levels have ended haha. And I'm proud to say that my life is starting to get in order again :) Hehe. Gonna go for the first self-defense lesson later, and also buy my guzheng string! Hopefully the lock picking set will come soon :( But never mind, in the meantime I'll have other stuff to do too like research more and meeting tingting and oooh applications haha. But the more worrying thing is applications for NTU bah. For the others I'll only worry about them when next year comes.

After conversing with Teacher Ying Ying yesterday I think my university choice is really made :) Haha. Although I was already 70% sure lah but still this makes me even more convinced and makes me wanna put in even more hard work to achieve that spot in the university. Lasalle, here I come!

And don't worry, I haven't given up on music therapy yet. For now, I'll go and 追求 these skills which I need in order to survive. Then for my post-graduate studies I will go to pursue music therapy. It's only at that time that I will probably have more money to fund my education, yeah? Yes, I think music therapy is a really meaningful thing that I would like to pursue. Like what I wrote in my journal a few months ago, the reason why I started pursuing all these stage and performance stuff is because I wanted to help people, to inspire them. And isn't music therapy the best way to do it? To consolidate all that I have learnt, and to learn even more, such that I can help people even more fully. Just like how Teacher Ying Ying goes to disaster zones as an art therapist to help victims overcome their trauma.

Yep, so that is my life goal.

On a side note, one more day ++ to seeing you, darling :)


Seeyah soon people. Enjoy life.

P.S. Was at Mustard Seed Centre yesterday and it felt so surreal to hear that the kids will be starting school again next Friday haha. The concept of years passing doesn't mean much to me now. Next week is just next week, you know, and not "next year" to me. It's not that much of a big deal any more, haha, although it used to be, back in primary school :) Getting used to the passing of the years~ But it's alright ^^

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Saturday, December 20, 2014 @ 3:59 PM
Gosh, what am I doing with my life now? I seem to be slacking every day away, just laying around in my bed doing nothing. Reading Twitter and scrolling through Facebook. I should really get a life lol. Eesh. Even reading a book or watching movies will be more productive. At least I'd be learning something, you know. But now I feel like every day is being wasted :(

Maybe I need to have this period of unproductivity before I will finally find the motivation to get down to some work. Well.

I need to start enhancing my life somewhat. Learn new skills, and do new things. Enhance myself. If not time will really be wasted. Okay, jiayouuuuu

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Wednesday, December 10, 2014 @ 10:02 AM
Glad to finally have some time to myself in the midst of all this. 

It appears that I'm much more attached to you than I thought I was, haha. But it's a good thing, ain't it :)

Persevere on, my dear, and I'll see you in two weeks.
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