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Welllllll this is the public blog, so the things written here should be more-or-less stomach-able. ;) So I guess this is where I say the mandatory line:

This blog documents the thoughts and growth process of:
A free soul roaming the world in search of some meaning to life.

Pretty sure that's not the exact way I phrased it when I had my old blog skin but WTV HAHA.

Oooooh wait I think I wrote it as "lonely soul" instead of "free soul". But hey guys I've grown out of that emoshitz phase already alright ;)

Enjoy.

人生就是要盡情地瘋 / I am a free soul.

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Wednesday, June 25, 2014 @ 1:41 PM
Study, study.
I think I'm trying to treasure all the moments we have now as we are still schooling.

If you think about it. We only have five months left of uniformed schooling. And of studying in this particular kind of environment. Hm. Well, then again, I wouldn't exactly say that I will miss it terribly when I'm out of it haha. I mean, we've spent twelve years of our lives doing this ._. Oh God. Yeah, I've just spent twelve years of my life on education O: That's like 1/7 of my life. What shall I do next then. Venture into an unexplored territory because I have the faith and belief that it will work out somehow. Especially with the government's support now. Alright then haha.

But once again it's time to study first :x
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@ 1:24 PM
Been dreaming about you the past few nights.
Like nothing much has changed and we are still we.

That could be true though.

I think I loved you too much, that's why.
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@ 1:22 PM
Enough
We are all imperfect beings - striving to be the best that we can be in this world.
Although sometimes our best is never enough. We still try. Because it's the only thing that we can do. And though it may not be enough for the world. It is enough for us.
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Monday, June 23, 2014 @ 11:18 PM
And More Ramblings but They Aren't Really Ramblings
Hello. Once again I am in my brother's room and I could not resist coming to blogger just to type on his keyboard xD

Great things are happening to me in my life. As in. I've found someone who can help me set my priorities straight and who can give me the courage to pursue my dreams and passion without being afraid O: Cheers to friendships and relationships in life xDD Woohoos. Sometimes I think we do need a person beside us who is somewhat similar to who we are. Then that person can help to remind us of our weaknesses so that we can always strive to improve whenever we see his/her weaknesses. Well. I think that's how I work, at least. Might not be true for others. I think many people need someone who can complement them instead of being too similar to them. But well. Everything is possible in life; we cannot just discount any option because it is not what the majority is feeling xD

Okay! I am glad.

On a side note I hope my immune system is strong enough now to fight off any foreign particles in my body. Not a good time to fall sick or whatever now :/ Go dear body, go go go, now's not the time, you can do whatever you want next time, yes, but not now dear, please. I'll be more careful with you too ><

Well. It's already 11.12pm. Time flies. It's the last week of the June holidays. Probably - actually, it is - the last June holidays we'd ever have in our lives. If we don't retain, that is. Well. I'm rather glad that my body has turned on its no-shit mood now though. Time for the marathon all the way to the end of this year :) According to a reliable source of information, we have approximately 154 days left to the start (or is it the end?) of the battle. Well. That doesn't sound too short, I suppose. The key is to treasure every moment now. And probably to show that yes, I have conquered Junior College.

And then it will finally be time for me to haul myself out of the rapids, and venture forth into that fascinating jungle by the riverside. Where it is frightening, to an extent, yes. But where an adventure awaits as well.

I think it's time I started living my life, no?

Time to stop being scared of failing and not achieving perfection within the first week of trying.

Everybody starts out noob, so why are you so afraid?

But now though, we still have another hundred plus more days left to go. And I'm damn well sure that I am ready for this upcoming battle ;)

Go(h) Hui Ting go!
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@ 8:13 AM
Early Morning Ramblings
Sometimes I wake up with dreams that are seriously surreal and I hate it because it makes me feel bizarre - like the world we're living in right now isn't real.

This is one of those times. Perhaps my decision to continue lying in bed although my body already had enough rest contributed to this heavy-headed feeling too. Well.

I don't know what else I could type here lol. Although the act of typing itself is clearing my mind a little and taking away that foggy feeling. Well. Gotta get used to waking up early again!

That's why I need to stop 赖床ing haha.

Okay I think it's time for me to go and do some productive things now.
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Saturday, June 7, 2014 @ 11:59 PM
Little/Big Things
You know what? I am in my brother's room now using his desktop to print my emcee script for tomorrow. And I just couldn't resist coming here to blog because his keyboard is deliciously awesome to type on. Another Razer specialty hehehehe. The keys emit a very nice sound when they are pressed down upon. Okay, people who hate the sound of typewriters will hate this sound but I quite like it I guess. For now. Haha.

Anyway, many things have been going on in my life recently. Or more like. Just one thing which is pretty much life-changing haha. Well. I didn't expect things to turn around so quickly. But I guess life really has a way of surprising us at times xD Hahahaha okay I'll update you about it sometime in the future when the time is more right, I suppose.

Right now we should just go along with life and see how things turn out! Just like two years ago man. Somewhat.

The cycle may be repeating itself, but still in a different way somewhat this time.

Well.

:)
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