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huiting says hi

Welllllll this is the public blog, so the things written here should be more-or-less stomach-able. ;) So I guess this is where I say the mandatory line:

This blog documents the thoughts and growth process of:
A free soul roaming the world in search of some meaning to life.

Pretty sure that's not the exact way I phrased it when I had my old blog skin but WTV HAHA.

Oooooh wait I think I wrote it as "lonely soul" instead of "free soul". But hey guys I've grown out of that emoshitz phase already alright ;)


人生就是要盡情地瘋 / I am a free soul.

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Thursday, April 25, 2013 @ 7:59 PM
Just incoherent murmurs

I feel amused reading all the posts from two years ago. When I still thought I liked Timothy. Hahaha. That feels... Not too near and not too far actually. But now I've grown and the problems I am facing are so much more complex than before.

And I am learning to manage my time very well. But amidst it all I haven't found time to relax. Which is not very good too >< Which is probably why I fell sick! But I am recovering, and so the routine will start again soon.

We are going to move out of boarding school next week. And it's so fast. Yet so normal. Normal that time passes so quickly now. But I still feel that I am really spending each bit of time more meaningfully though. This year I have really challenged my limit. Of packing so many things into the year. So even though I have many things to do it doesn't feel like time has zoomed past.

Aish. I wonder what will happen after production. It's not as if this has made us closer.
And then I wonder about the times when we would not be so close any more. Will it happen? Maybe yeah.

I don't know how to love you. I don't know how to continue caring for you. Please, tell me how I can do that.

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@ 7:43 PM
How do I love you

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Sunday, April 14, 2013 @ 11:30 AM

It has been a long time. These past few weeks have been hectic. To the point where I can really feel myself wearing out physically.

I feel as if there are so many things I want to do in this life. Yet I am far too greedy.

Don't you feel that it is sad that no matter how hard you try, you can never be everything to someone else? It is impossible. Because it is impossible that in every single way possible you can cater to that person's needs. So that person requires another group of people to fill up the empty gaps.

Of course, I do know that balance is important. But I still find it slightly sad that this life is this way sometimes. But oh well.

I need to stop being so greedy.

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Saturday, April 6, 2013 @ 11:10 PM
I am fucking absurd.
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